Tuesday, May 10
today was odd. yes, odd. firstly, pe was horrid. no wait that's normal. okay so fastforward to lit. was studying hist during lit so i'm really quite clueless about all the technical terms now.. somehow ms yeo says a lot of interesting things.. but when i want to whisper and clarify stuff, i feel a bit guilty cos she's glaring at me. so yeah back to history woohoo. studied history again during the break..
she was standing right by us outside the library.. and for some reason i can never keep my mouth shut around her. stapler, anyone? sat a few tables opposite her in the library. tried to take a nap/ study history but what can i say about distractions? she glanced over while talking to her friend.. i caught her eye a few times. arghh arghh arghh. i
have to get a grip on myself. 5 months down the road and i'm still infatuated with someone who doesn't even have the hair i was crazy over in the first place. :(
oh by the by, i think yinghong looks very pretty with her new hair, but i am
not interested in her. i don't go for friends okay.. and she's not my type! haha. no offence intended. you know my type yeah.. at least physically since no one really knows a person's character within a minute of walking past each other.. tall, slender, great cheekbones, funky hair.. yeah. =D
didn't see the pretty boy in school today. how saddening. seriously, he's so pretty i thought he was a girl until i saw his long pants! arghh boys are not allowed to be prettier than girls! jealous of his eyelashes. :( hahahhaha kidding.
arghhh. i love this song. hard to say i'm sorry. some saf group came today. this guy whom everyone [even guys] say is hot sang the lead for the first part of the song. keeled over, died and went to heaven okay.. dreamy voice. i think my heart kinda shattered too, in that way that music always does to me. but then the falsetto guy started singing and i came crashing back to earth. haha. ironies of life.
it must've been love.
9:04 pm
xoxo
